Once upon a time, a pianist who dreamed of humanity...
I was born in the 23th day of March 1988 in the little hospital of Sainte-Agathe in Quebec. My life is a little bit hard to describ to all of you because, for a very good description of what I survey, to write all details will surely take all the rest of my life. But okay... I will resume it for you.
Since my birth, I faced the death very near. I died at 4 times minimum on the surgery tables. I was born with an oesophagistomy (It was missing 1" of my oesophagea). Because of this disease, I saw the sky at one years old and a half and I stop going frequently to the hospital at the age of 6 years old. My disseas make that I was not able to eat by my mouth, so they did to me a gastrostomy. I wear this shit on my skin about 6 years. Because of a surgery who turns bad, I had a tracheotomy, I was not able to breath by myself. They decided to let me breath by myself 3 years after my birth.
After, my medical followings have been more distant et my father makes me discover the piano. My best way to learn was that when he plays something, I always tried to reproduct it on the piano, the same notes has him.
Nearly 14 years old, the Sainte-JustineHospital called me for saying that when I had a big surgery, in 1989, they believed that I catch a big liver infection (HCV contaminated blood tragedy). They said that this virus can cause my death in 30 years with big pain.
After these news, I became crazy. I started to want to commit suicide. I started to drug myself, drink et to became a girl with no mercy near misanthropy. My "crazyness" was so hard, I decided to goes in houses for dilinquant teens. I have been in this place during one year and now, I stop drinking and drug myself (Restarting later with a better conscience hehe). By these difficult times, my piano always helped me. That's when I started to compose, hear and see awesome music in my head. This was the only way for me to express myself. After going out of this place, I started to move near from Montreal city because Saint-Donat was not a place for me. I decided to follow my treatment for killing this virus. This treatment is as big as chimiotherapy, but an hospitalisation is not necessary. I had to inject myself one time by week since 11 months. There's 80% of chances for me to be free after this. I'm free of this virus since June 2007.
On Octobre 2006, I decided to study at the college Musitechnic in Applied digital techniques for sound and music for becoming what I ever wanted to be: film score composer or video game score somposer or theater film score composer, etc... I'll get my AEC on August 2007.
In 2008, I join Cryptopsy for the creation of the album : The Unspoken King. The CD is avaible on amazon and other disc store since June 2008.
After quitting Cryptopsy, I involved myself a lot for homeless people. I did two shows for "La Nuit des Sans-Abris" and in an edition, I was their spokesperson. I did show for the Tremplin 16-30, helping to get money for the place, giving a town to help/homeless people. I have new projects on my DAW and new things in developpement.
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I want to thanks from the deepness of my heart my father and "Bob" who always believed in my talent.
I want to thanks Opération Enfant Soleil too who gives me hopes during my hard times. Be generous, they save lifes and I'm the proof!
Special thank for Maria Di Lorenzo who gived anything (his life, it's not a joke) for healing children who deserves to. R.I.P.
Thank's for you guys who listent and love my music. You give me a good reason to be alive.
Thank you!